stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid
angry hungry tired stupid
confused.
alone.
sad. ..sad?
lost. found. stupid stupid stupid. never doing it right.
fat stupid ugly hungry.
pain all around.
so long farewell.
i will fly up to the clouds.
i will swim out to sea.
i will burn my body.
can't you fucking see me?
im hurt. im alone. im stupid. im sad. so very sad.